Life is mysterious, yet the older I get the more I understand it.  Could that be called "wisdom"?  There are still things I don't understand.... and I may never understand until the day I reach heaven's shores. One question I think most people ask is "what if". I have a couple of what if's.....  things I will always wonder about. Even as I see those who are apart of my "what if's"  and life goes on like it was meant to be....   when there has been such a great impact....such a deep connection... one that shakes the soul and invades the depths of the mind and heart, how can something like that just be forgotten? Or gotten over?  When someone has touched my life in such a way and then they are gone forever, it is difficult. Whether the Lord calls them home, or they choose to go, or life just changes and they drift away.....I know there is a reason. God's plan is far greater than anything we can imagine and we must continue to trust in Him above all! Anytime my thoughts and emotions try to get the best of me, I will pray, read my bible, and put everything in God's hands.... He understands and He will sustain me through those times.